Long over do update -

I guess I'll start with Christmas - since it seems like thats where I left off - the kids had a great one :) Here are a few of my favorite pics -




































A couple of random pictures -














So much has been going on here.
My grandmom was sick in the hospital for a few days so I was going up there and spending time with her. My kids spent a lot of time with my MIL and their dad so I could be with her. Apparently my mother didn't really want me there & my brother is still an idiot - but that figures @@ - and thats another story for another day really.
Anyway, my grandmom ended up coming home on hospice on Jan 12th :( She was happy to be home and she was made comfortable. Brian, the kids and I spent hours at her house every night just to be with her.
She passed away the morning of Jan 15th just after 9am. Her services were this week and they were so hard to get thru. Life without her is gonna be so different.
I also just had another miscarriage, the night my grandmom came home from hospice actually...

I know that everything happens for a reason - I wish I could get a few answers...

I feel like I've been running on auto pilot the last couple of weeks. I hope things start to calm down soon because I honestly don't know how much more I can take.

ahh... anyway...

a few pics of Owen from today (Thursday) - he got a hair cut :)

this is how he was watching tv! He's crazy.